I’m a pretty balanced person; therefore, there are both Apollo and Dionysus traits to my personality. Being Apollo, my life is pretty structured during the week: I wake up, go to school, go to work, complete school work, and go to sleep. My room is very simple and usually organized and everything I have has a designated spot so I do not lose it (because nothing annoys me more than when I lose something, even if it’s nothing significant). I don’t go a day without text messaging, and I try to attend all my classes. Being Dionysius, my life can vary during the weekend: I usually sleep all day and stay up all night (and do activities that are planned last minute). I also love the outdoors, especially taking midnight walks on the beach, and I always have my ipod in hand. Though I have both Apollonian and Dionysian traits, I believe that I, and everyone else, are not simultaneously these two traits in a given day. There are times when someone is completely Apollonian, such as a Monday evening after classes when someone is eating dinner and finishing their paper due the following day. However, there are times when someone is completely Dionysian, such as one in the morning on a Sunday when someone is completely wasted and dancing foolishly and without a care with their friends. To be both these traits simultaneously would be impossible, and to only exhibit one trait and never the other would lead someone to be unsuccessful and labeled an outsider by society.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Apollonian vs Dionysian
People who know me on the surface always refer to me as extremely spontaneous and outgoing, mostly because I am very chatty and loud. In fact, one of my favorite things to say in any situation is “I’m down,” which always leads people to think of me as a crazy party girl who loves to have fun. I’m not saying this isn’t true; I absolutely love having a good time whenever/ wherever, but those who know me on a deeper level definitely know I have an extreme Apollonian side as well.
When I was younger, I was convinced that I absolutely hated nature and the outdoors in general. The thought of camping and sleeping in tents was too much for me to handle. However, now that I am older, I see nature in a different way. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still not crazy about the thought of sleeping among bugs and animals, but throw in my friends and a good time, I would do just about anything. I love nature’s beauty and the calming feeling one gets from it… the feeling that nothing else in the world matters at that moment. One of my favorite things to do anytime of the year is to lie on the beach and watch the sunset. When it comes to the beauty of nature, friends, music, and fun, my Dionysian half completely takes over.
However, despite what most people think, I have a very strong Apollonian side as well. I have always found it odd that even though I enjoy social life and spontaneity so much, I am still extremely organized as well. I can’t stand clutter or mess and I actually love to clean because I find it therapeutic and relaxing. I also tend to drive myself crazy thinking about things I need to do, until they are finished, for example this assignment right now. I can’t work in unorganized situations and because of this I usually tend to take charge by nature. Let me also just throw in the fact that I would die if I didn’t have my cell phone/ texting. ☺
Overall, I don’t think I am an extreme of one or the other, but my Dionysian side tends to show more. Life would be extremely difficult through a one sided view because I believe you need to have both in order to really live life to its fullest.
Apollonian vs Dionysian
On the other hand, I do have a Dionysian side to me. I’m all for wasting a day watching television and having an impromptu get-together with my friends. Since my old friends and I all go to different schools and don’t get to see each other often, we usually do silly, random things when we get together, and I’m usually the first to get out there and make a fool of myself. My sister is probably one of the only people in the world that is almost entirely Dionysian, and when I’m with her, she rubs off on me. When we’re together we’re silly, stupid, care-free, and we have tons of fun. It’s after all of my Dionysian-like fun that my Apollonian side gets the best of me, telling me I should have probably been reading some boring book for school instead of wasting five hours watching television. So overall, I’d say I’m more Apollonian than Dionysian.
Apollonian vs. Dionysian
Friday, January 25, 2008
Apollo and Dionysus
I never used to be very organized, and as a kid my room was always a mess. I still don't have a natural sense of cleanliness or organization when it comes to my apartment, but I work pretty hard to make myself keep things clean these days. For me having a clean place to live always had a direct correlation with other things, for example I do better in my classes and do my homework more consistently when my place is clean. I think seeing order and cleanliness around me makes me want to keep other aspects of my life in order. Sometimes I'll have a random need to organize my closet by color or organize all my books( not often enough, though). So when it comes to neatness I'm a pretty equal mix. When it comes to schoolwork, I've always been very disorganized. I was always the kid in high school who had to search around in my backpack for 15 minutes to find my homework, and I was always losing papers. I guess I'm the same way now, a little more organized though and generally less forgetful.
A part of me that has always been very Appollonian is my sense of time. I hate being late and I hate when other people are late. I usually get to wherever I'm going 5 or 10 minutes early, because I'm really paranoid about being late. I've always had a really organized sleep pattern, too, and I don't usually stay up very late and I'm always up early. My roommate last year drove me crazy with her sleeping patterns, which were exactly the opposite. She was literally nocturnal, and went to sleep when I woke up.
As far as parties go I really am not a fan. I don't drink, pretty much because I've never seen someone's life get better from getting in the habit of drinking, but I've seen a lot of people's lived get worse. And since that's the main thing that you do at parties, I think I would be pretty out of place. I also don't like the disorganized and aimless nature of parties, which is pretty Apollonian.
I'm not a huge fan of nature. I've got nothing against it, except that I think of it as dangerous and sometimes scary ( which might be because of the vast amount of scary movies I watch). Or it could be because I almost drowned at Venice beach when I was younger. I like to see nature from afar. I love music, as I think most people do. So overall I'm pretty Apollonian.
LIFE
Like all beings, I definitely possess both Apollonian and Dionysian characteristics. The Apollonian part of me is the trait that motivates me to study, complete my homework, and do well in school. I also often feel the need to keep order and stay organized. Neglecting homework and studying makes me feel guilty. Not only does the Apollonian aspect relate to work and studies, but also my social life outside of school. It is also the Apollonian characteristic that causes pet peeves to bother me to a certain extent and it is also that little voice in my head that urges me to consistently work out at the gym a couple days out of the week. I cannot stand sleeping in my bed with the sheets in disarray nor can I stand a few days with the same dirty dishes in the sink. Although the Apollonian may sound like a negative trait, it allows me to live my life in routine and will help me have a better future.
Unlike my Apollonian characteristics, I fall very much into Dionysian characteristics. I love nature, music, and people. I have always lived next to the beach and I always appreciate the warm sun, the sand, and the salty water. Music definitely moves me, especially since I used to be a dancer where I learned to be one with the music notes. I would be a lonely and sad person if it were not for my friends and family as well as complete strangers that fill in the blanks in my life. I enjoy going to parties and meeting new people. I sometimes need the disarray of things in my life that Dionysian qualities give me. Dionysian traits are not necessarily guilty pleasures but necessities one needs to function and get away from total organization.
It is the combination of both Apollonian and Dionysian qualities that make up our complex selves and allow us to live our life with spontaneity, love, and appreciation. Without both, we could have personalities on opposite sides of the scale. With both, we are able to make educated decisions as well as enjoy the pleasures of life simultaneously.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
About Me!
Hello! I’m Michelle, a third-year, Public Health major and Environmental Analysis and Design minor. I was originally an EAD major, but then realized it would be a good idea to a stronger foundation for jobs later on, so changed to Public Health. I’m from
I had a period of time in high school where I read a lot of books, and then I kind of stopped. I have been trying to get back into reading, and I am really enjoying The Botany of Desire, so that is exciting. It’s just up my alley actually, and I can relate to the writing, or thinking, style of Michael Pollan. I listened to a lot of hardcore in high school, but gravitated towards more folk and hip hop as of late. I’m listening to a lot of Comeback Kid, Blacklisted, MF Doom, Jurassic 5, Maria Taylor. A huge part of my UCI experience was being a SPOP (Student Parent Orientation Program) staffer this past summer. It really changed my life and opened my eyes in many ways, so this is a shameless plug, because applications are out for the staff for Summer 2008. J
I have never really been directly exposed to organized religion, so never really understood what it was all about. So in that respects I don’t like to see religion playing a part of politics. I am more liberal about most political topics, and for forward movement.
Monday, January 21, 2008
About me
Politically, im not involved at all. Although i believe in the power of votes, etc., i just grew up not paying much attention and not involved in politics. Now i try to pay more attention to politics, since it has, and will continue to increasingly impact me. However, for the moment, i am not politically active.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
The Auto Biography of Eun Bin Park up 2007
My name is
I was always associated with music ever since I was little. I started to play the Piano when I was four years old. I was born and raised in
In 1998 my family moved to the
I don’t come from an ordinary background not because our family is so awesome. Some may call it coincidence or lucky but as a person who witnessed my parent’s unusualness for their whole life; I can’t call it anything but God’s plan. I am very fortunate to grow up in this environment and I don’t think it is an accident that I was put there. I didn’t grow up rich but I am put in a situation today that I don’t have to worry about financial hardships ever again. The American dreams as people call it, my family is the golden example of that. We came here with nothing, and now we live in an affluent neighborhood driving our fancy cars. My father left
Going back to music, coming to
When I entered college I naturally chose biology as my major because that was what I liked in school and I was very good at it. But as I mentioned before, I didn’t learn anything new and it got me to seriously consider not coming back to college. I made a lot of friends and got to see little beyond my comfortable life in college, but it just seemed like it was waste of time to be going to school for three more years doing the same thing. When I took art history and the role of art and artists in society, I began to see life with more open mind. I believe that is what you take from college education and I am once again motivated to attend school again.
With much more open mind I took from my art history class, I realized I don’t belong in a lab or anything that my father’s been doing. I finally realized that my purpose in this world is to play music and take up responsibility as an artist with talent given to me. I was always afraid to even think about being a musician because it’s a hard life to be a musician, but when I look at my parents, their walk in life is even rougher and unusual compared to musicians. With my faith in God, I can comfortably say that as long as I remain faithful to God’s calling, things will work themselves out just as my parents did. It seems reckless to many but to me, that is the only way I know how to go.
Rest to be continued.
About Myself
I try to get outdoors as much as possible, mostly to go rock climbing. I don't watch tv too much, but when I do I'll usually watch a movie on dvd because the tv commercials are too obnoxious for my liking. Some movies I like are Ed Wood, Rumble Fish, Pan's Labyrinth, and The Science of Sleep. I listen to a variety of music, but find myself mostly listening to folk music. I also like to read books by authors from the beat generation, such as William Burroughs or Jack Kerouac. I once tried to read James Joyce's Finnegan's Wake, but didn't get to far into it or enjoy or understand very much of it.
As far as politics go, I do not have any strong beliefs about specific issues. Although I am aware of world events and political issues, I do not have any particular position on very many things. I am interested in observing the political process, and I always listen carefully to the arguments from both sides of an issue. I am also not easily offended, so there's not much that can be said to bother me.
Introduction to Me
Hello everyone. I’m Jessica and I’m a second year transfer student with a major in psychology. I grew up in Fallbrook (in
A History of Me
I’m not into politics really, but I was raised in traditional Asian family with strict rules and with Christian views. I’m not a type of person to discuss politics and try to pick a side or vote. If I do have a voice, I’m not the type of person to say something and tell everyone, but usually just to listen to others and see what kinds of views they have. As for the war in Iraq, I just wish all the soldiers came home soon because of many of my friends are serving in the military.
Hey, Allen here...
“What it do homie? How ya been, crankin on ya studies ‘ready? I gotta hit em books to, n learn me some propa’ English, yadadamean?”
So … figured out where I’m from yet? Thinking Nor-cal? Bay Area?
School was the same for me as it was for everyone else. I got into my first fight in either first, second, or third grade. Of course, it was with a friend. He said he could beat me up, and as a proud (and stupid kid) I said “Let’s go”. The fight was only about a minute long. I took off my backpack and I asked him “Ready”? He nodded and I did some kind of flying jump kick into his tummy and he fell down and started crying. I got my backpack and left. (The next day his mom approached me as I was walking into the school…) In fourth grade I transferred to a private-Catholic school. I did worse in there than I did in public school because it was more competitive and I didn’t know anything about religion. The class Religion killed it for me. I got D’s and C’s because I didn’t know what the bible was and I figured that the stories of Adam and Eve, Cain and Abel, were just other folktales. So I transferred out … (Fast Forward)… went to a public school for 7th and 8th grade. (First girlfriend in 7th grade) Then went to a College Prep high school, ran away two times … watched many fights and kids jumping other kids … and now I’m here in Irvine, the safest city in the nation. I used to listen to a lot of Rap and R&B, but now soft rock is replacing Rap. So-cal is really turning me into a softy. I believe religion has a lot to do with politics… and I believe everyone’s view on God is different … even within Christianity; God is personal and means something different to everyone. So in a way, everyone should have different political views … I don’t know how I perceive things politically … I was never really into that stuff even though it does affect my life….. And Superpower: it’s between flying and telekinesis. Ok, I wrote too much, ciao for now.
Blog 1: Intro to me
Hey everyone! My name is Justine Meza and I am a third-year Drama major. I come from Valencia, which is where the amusement park Magic Mountain is located. I'm not going to lie; my humor's a bit odd and naive, and I can talk a lot--marks of a drama major I guess.
I come from a Latin home (Costa Rican and Mexican), so by default I have a huge family. Along with my brother, sister, and 12 cousins on my mom’s side alone, I also have family in Florida, Washington D.C., Australia, Costa Rica, and Mexico, all of which I’ve been visited at least once.
I listen to ALL sorts of music from Bach to The Beatles to Brad Paisley, Incubus, Jay-Z, and anything in between. I don’t have one particular favorite artist, and I’m very open to anything. I don't watch TV usually; however that’s not to say that I can’t ever find something to watch. Usually it ends up being a movie or the history channel. I love to read when I can. Authors like Jane Austen and Jennifer Crusie strike my fancy. I enjoy magazines like Women's Health, Surf, and Marie Claire.
Theatre's my life. If you want to find me, all you really have to do is walk across the bridge to the Arts Dept. I'm there more than anywhere else haha. My favorite aspects of Theatre are Musical Theatre and Stage Management. So far I've done more production stuff than performance. If I could have a super-power I would like the ability of be in multiple places at once so I could get everything done a lot quicker (though flying would be awesome, too).